I wish I could talk to someone about my problems because I probably would feel better if I did. But I am so afraid to say anything to anyone because I don’t want them to think I’m more annoying than they already think I am.
Also, I was supposed to go to therapy but I have no time now and I am so stressed out and that makes everything worse.
(I wrote that on my other blog but there are people that follow me who I didn’t really want to see what I’m about to write.)
But, honestly, I totally hate myself. If I wasn’t in the acapella group at school or in the musical at school, I probably wouldn’t be here much longer. I really want to die.
There is a boy who likes me, and I like him too, but I don’t understand how he likes me because I am so stupid and annoying and I never stop bothering him.